Mother Mary Message

Dearest Children of Love, be collected in your hearts and still in the mind.  Be not afraid. Truth is the highest Light.  Truth is still, quiet, and has nothing to prove.  There is nothing to judge and nothing to concern yourself with. A child is quite a good listener and so you must be a quite a good listener.  A child is strong, powerful, and curious in love.  Do not feed them fear, and doubt. It is not real.  The idea and concept of love is not real either. LOVE IS ALL THERE IS. Love is beyond the body, mind, and can not be explained. But can be felt in the heart, a choice is made up in the mind, feel the heart. How does it resonate with the choice? Intuition is the hearts language. There is a difference, but feeling will help with this.  No child has every been judged. Truth is the highest light and light refers to a light body, when we find ourselves in the dark way we are heavy, burdened, confused, and it is always simple to come back, by feeling into the choice made.  Feel into and with it.  And keep choosing the light way. Be not afraid.  There is no such thing as loss. Continue to feel open and follow the shepherding of Love. Love is life and life is light and playful. If you choose to play in the darkness, that is okay too. It will bring you closer to Light.  Darkness, and Light are not meant to scare, but are one in the same. They are helping each other out.  Call on me when you need the love of the mother. Simply call on the divine mother for guidance from the heart. I love your hearts in Truth. I love when you speak Truth, love Truth. Trust in Truth. Stand in Truth.                                                                        o-COLM-TOIBIN-TESTAMENT-OF-MARY-facebook



It is natural for each of us to live in a state of awe. What is unnatural is a state most live in.  We are very comfortable living in labels, gossip, judgement, etc…which actually happen after the AWE sense. Each of us live in this state. Now if you can observe that in mere seconds after the awe, the label comes to distant us from what actually is happening.  A story takes over and off we go. We become the victim, hero, celeb, famous, etc… in a matter of seconds.  Now when most people pray they are looking for more,  selfish intent, and yet in prayer, just like in this state of AWE is the allness of what is. How you see God is symbolic on how you see life?  God is love.  Love is God.  Awe is known as awareness.  Love is awareness, Awe is love, and so forth.  In this state of being which is natural, there can be no limited way of living.  Love is natural and it is all inclusive in nature, it doesn’t exclude. Observe today the feeling of AWE and see how quickly we negate it with our own selfish story of what could be happening right now. Be nature and trust what is and listen. Help yourself by getting rid of the story of what could be or should be happening. Just observe life as it is. Don’t believe me, try it out.

When pushed, be kind

Beloved ones you have the saying all your life, when pushed, push back.  There is one flaw in it that doesn’t work.  It is the suggestion that you are both separate from each other.  My suggestion to you is that if another is causing reaction inside you that creates violence in your life then you need to pull the reigns in and end the conflict.  You are not responsible for others anger, frustrations, and yes anger is violence, verbal violence toward another. Anger represents strong resistance to what is and there fore doesn’t acknowledge the other person.  It airs out on the other and shows lack of responsibility for another and oneself.  If you find yourself in a situation where anger is involved, then you must make the comittment to walk away and collect yourself.  Your responsible for yourself and how you feel. No one can make you do something against your will.  Sometimes anger creates falseness.

What does that mean? It means that if someone is hostile toward you they will create lies about you and parade them as the truth. Showing irresponsibility toward themselves.  Anger is not who you are, no matter how justified you make it.  Hate is not who you are no matter how justified you make it.  Separation is not who you are no matter how justified you make it.  You are love and love is not a concept or idea. It is a knowing, not a belief.

Know yourself. Read the pages of your life and when you first start reading those pages you will discover chapters you don’t like, and chapters you do.  No matter what you are reading about you, you must be come a researcher of your life.  There is no greater book to read then you. you are valuable, important, and so is everyone. Everyone is forgetting but you must take one the role of kindness, understanding, forgiveness, even when others don’t. Remember nature is equal will equal out situations in your life.  Trust in the power of love.  For give yourself and others. For they know not what they do. They may be scared to read their own self written story of corruption.  But they will discover sometime. That discovery is not up to you, but to them. Sooner or later the truth will want to be awaken. It is happening now and it is happening for everyone.

Be responsible for you and your feelings and trust in NATURE.

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